~CUPCAKEZZZZZ~

just baked cupcakes hahahaha i can't frost for nuts so dont judge hahahahahha YES BUT THEY ARE YUMMY =^'~'^= CH CH CH CH CHOCOLATE CHIP CUPCAKES WITH CREAM CHEESE FROSTING AND NUTELLA HAHA

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SHOOT ME WITH QUESTIONS LIKE A PISTOL, I'M YOUR WEAPON~

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IT'S FLAI DAY FLAI DAY!

tell me i'm pretty ^ HA HA HA HA HA JOKE'S OVER

FLAIIIIIII DAY! WOOHOO! so the sec 2s had their cmps project presentation during recess(I splurged a lot, oh crap good bye $~~) yesterday and there was a talk about animal cruelty, I HEREBY PROMISE NEVER TO EAT KFC EVER AGAIN. Haven't been eating sharks fin for a year and a half after reading a book about killing sharks for their fin and blubber and flesh and oil and ah just thinking of it makes me sick, so shame on you!

planning to be vegetarian since half my family lives in a temple and are mostly made up of nuns and monks, i should really be motivated by buddhism and start going vegetarian just like how muslims fast! Yes, good practice indeed, an option to consider! Afterall meat make me sick after awhile.

OH DID I MENTION I WENT FOR PARAMORE AND IT WAS SOFA KING DOPE! BEST CONCERT I'VE BEEN TO SO FAR! OH LURD TAYLOR WAS JAMMING ON MY SIDE AND THE MOSHPIT WAS SO GOOD! MET A COUPLE OF NEW FRIENDS THERE TOO #BESTEVER.

(but i had oral the next day and apparently, i lost my voice oh well. But i missed the distinction by a mark, do you have any idea how pissed i am! asdfjhgklflll)

So CAs are finally over (cue victory music) and i'm going to flea with Janelle tmr and probably while my time away, before going back to the studio after eons on sunday I CANT WAIT. WOOHOO I CANT WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY TOO teacher's day performance! AND TUESDAY WOULD BE OUR GIRLS DAY OUT WITH THE JAKALAS HAHAHAHAHA WOOHOO. GOOD BYE SLUTBAGS:-)

i've gotten back to my old habit of _______ and i hope you would realise the _____ left behind. I dont want to continue like this anymore, i ought to feel satisfied but i'm hungry for perfection ugh this suxxxxxx omahamha!

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i hate how I whine about looking and feeling fat but I do absolutely nothing to lose weight. I hate the feeling of having to wake up every morning to look in the mirror to see if I've gained any weight. I hate how I will never be skinny enough like those ballerina doing endless forte turns. I hate how whenever everyone gets a uk size 6, I have to get 2 size bigger. I hate how whenever I put on a leotard for dance i feel embarrassed at the sight of my thighs. I hate how people say "you're not fat" because I know they are lying. I hate how I can't go a meal without food. I hate how I see myself in the mirror. I hate it when I see myself in pictures. I hate how in pictures, I am always the fat one. I hate how I cannot do many exercise and turns in ballet because there's a layer of fat over my muscle. I hate how I'm always the fat one in the class. I hate how I see myself. I hate how I play mind games with myself. I hate how my parents never seem to notice my struggle for perfection. But then again, it's going to work out someday.

we had it all

whOooOoopie~ i got my fisheye lenses yesterday, and after much scouting, my paramore hoodie too! can you feel the excitement? and i slammed my finger between the car doors and cried in public but i do kinda like the feel of the pain after the incident, its not exactly painful, its more bruisy-ish, and numb and i dont know it feels funny but it feels good sometimes, my finger is starting to hurt as i type this but hahaha but all is good:-) care to take a look at my semi-purple finger? (i do sound like barney dont i?)


IH DAY 2011 WAS AN ABSOLUTE BORE. Good thing i left early for tuition, but then again it was nice having a family pack size of gummies and jellybeans and popsicles for lunch times like this are good~~

XCOUNTRY! yes it was good, until the rainstorm came and everyone dispersed and i was drenched(including my undies and wallet which contains my notes ugh damn) Chilling at tampines, having lunch that was nice too. Of which, 1 hour we spend in the toilet trying to dry our wet clothes with the hand dryer but y'know you dont always get to dry shit in a public toilet.


So our school celebrated national day today, i went to school looking like crap(red printed shirt, jeans and pumps ugh) hahahaha and yes the pictures are of a really low quality because i'm lazy to transfer them into the computer so i took a photo of the photos via the webcam. But we baked rainbow cupcakes! With the koolest girls ever;-) jamming at Sarah's place, singing, getting ridiculously embarrassing in cold-storage cause we sat on a trolley(by 'we' i meant 'i') ok 'nuff said observe the picutres below (and baking too)(that's what i'm talking about!)




and yes, good bye:-)




Just caught 'yes or no'(thai) and all i could think of is you, i would tell you how much you mean to me, but it's just not worth risking a friendship this sucks really