#mug

I have such wonderful social life, spending my weekends studying for tests

faux hawk

wanna chop off my hair again! Probably the sides, yay/nay?

this week's been rough for all of us, 2/6's been so strong :'-)

DIY

I'm no pro but I'm (sorta) proud of myself

float on, weakling

This past week was full of cramming notes into my seemingly tiny brain, taking a break from dance, crying at night because i had a feeling I'd fail, and waking up early to study - to conclude, it was the CA week. No, not that the CAs are already over, there's still a paper on Monday and 2 other the next week, but I'd choose to believe that it's already over and I'm a free-spirit.

It's crazy because I wasn't the type who would typically pick up a notebook to record notes during lesson, neither was I the sort who would study for hours straight. I suppose it has already dawned upon me that it's the streaming year, besides it's only term 1, the second month of the school year. Who would've thought i'd ever do that, not me for sure.

I feel nonchalant, so so so mundane. I need some thrill in my routine-ish life. But then again, who am I to say that. Everyone leads mundane lifestyles, every other student living in this hell hole goes through the everyday motions of life just for the sake of it. I hope to meet up with the girls but they're all having damn o levels. And N is abroad now, for 2 years. Sigh.

March holidays should come fast, there'll be the dancers chalet, G's party, fleaing at scape and moving of house. On that note, we got a unit just 2 bus stops away from school, thus I shall bid good bye to this dainty small neighborhood and falling asleep in between lessons because of my odd sleeping habits.

Here's to conclude my week in school,

P/S I bleached and distressed my denims and it's looking fabulous *twirls around

lovely spirits

It's been long (considering fact that I blog most of the time) (I don't like the world blog, it's just gross)

I'm at the library now, and there are many sad people around, OH THAT REMINDS ME, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!! The celebration today was so dope, I received so so so many cards, cookies, brownies, flowers, candies and plushies. Can you feel the love? Thank you so much :-) (I mean, if you are reading this) many people I never thought would give me these gifts actually did, so glad :-) and I used up all of my films, so it was very fulfilling. Y'KNOW TK IS GREAT AND WE ARE EVEN BETTER WHEN IT COMES TO CELEBRATING VALENTINES. oh yea you heard me right!

So.............anyway I'm in the library waiting for someones arrival but I doubt she's coming so, I got ditched on valentines :-( that aside, I'm gonna go get koi, and some chocolate cake to celebrate with my books. People are probably getting wasted and having sex, but that's okay i have my books. Though i'm not in the mood for celebrating vday cause CAs are 2 days away. Hurrah. Feel the joy.

But that's okay. Shoving chocolates and candies into my mouth helped.

beat the heat

She said, hello mister
Pleased to meet ya
I wanna hold her
I wanna kiss her
She smelled of daisies
She smelled of daisies
She drive me crazy
She drive me crazy

Gonna take her for a ride on a big jet plane

Be my lover
My lady river
Can I take ya
Take ya higher

Gonna take her for a ride on a big jet plane

Gonna hold ya,
Gonna kiss ya in my arms
Gonna take ya,
Away from harm

Gonna take her for a ride on a big jet plane

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I've became someone I least expected myself to be, someone whom I hated; i hate myself for doing this, karma will find it's way here and hit me hard on the face, for sure

Today was good, met hanna to mug and we got valentines day goodies for our girlies and walked all the way from payar lebar to ms tey's house. My tests has been relatively manageable and I've done fairly well, apart from math, where i flunked the whole fucking paper sigh

OLD AIRPORT ROAD WITH THE DANCERS WAS SO SO SO SINFUL

hapzie burstday

celebrating my birthday with 'mah cous 5 days in advance ha ha ha. I don't really fancy having a huge ass party, keeping it simple at granny's humble home really made my night :-) my actual birthday falls on a dance practice!!!! Super whoopass, I remember having a cake for the feb babies last year hahaha, it's really nice to celebrate it with the dancers (I love love love you guisee)

Gonna be heading out with the girlies as well, I'm excited :-) It's been good.

feel it yet?

I need to cry
I need someone to be there
I need some reassurance
I need to stop being so dependent
I need a break

fuck this

I need to get my mind off things asap