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jarielann@gmail.com / 15 / Singapore

accidental tourist, delusional chink, poodle-lover












Monday, January 30, 2012

euphoria

blackbird blackbird - pure

phaseone - true romance

"This song makes me feel like I am an jellyfish floating in a murky green ocean. Just floating peacefully... Until a man catches me and uses my poison to irritate his nips. Mmmm he likes the pain that I inflict upon him and indeed I enjoy being the catalyst of such pain. He moans in ecstasy as my slimy film covers his abdomen and I squirm in delight in the thought of him dying because of my grotesque body mechanics. Die you ignorant sailor. When he is dead I melt into the Earth." - shotgun1556

this man needs to be awarded with a prize

hidings/findings 2



some more shit i've found / its the first month of school and it has already been crap


bye now

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

CNY/CAMPFIRE

I've gained 2kg over cny (oh the joy). Am finally back from squeezing in the mrt during the peak hour. Wednesdays are stupid. Tuition at 5.30 at aljunied so i can't get home and reach on time, thus i've been loitering around for the past 4 weeks sigh.

On a less mundane note, CAMPFIRE WAS DOPE AS HELL!!!!!!!!!

Friday, January 20, 2012

hidings/findings

FOUND SEVERAL PICTURES ON THE COMPUTER. (AND I DID MY NAILS FOR CNY) WOOHOO

days like this

These days have been good; it's been a fairly exciting week. As much I hate the activities of the cohort camp, and the amount of hate I have generated to the bald guy (only because his head is shiny), it has been really really memorable.

Gave school a miss to get CNY goodies from the market, visit my childhood places and to the temple to pray. I promise to do this more often (besides the thought of skipping school). Things have changed so much since I was a kid, the place we use to live in, the mama shop I use to go everyday, the wrt market we went every weekend and the void deck I first step foot on as a child. Reflecting upon the lives we're leading now, those days were indeed more pleasurable. Went to park view after to visit the teachers and have lor mee. MY NAME IS FINALLY ON THE BOARD YAY YAY YAY

(the phone auto corrected "lives" to "lies" could this be a sign, sigh)

CNY IS APPROACHING OH YEA GIVE ME THOSE ANG PAOS AND TARTS AND BAK KWA AND CARD GAMES. oh yea yea yea!!!!!!

Saturday, January 14, 2012

the zit on my elbow should be zapped

The title of this entry has absolutely nothing to do with the entry today. Instead, it's going to be my heartfelt feelings and a word-vomit about someone, someone special to me. A word of cautions, it's going to be so mushy you ought to find a pail for yourself to puke.

The person probably will never read this, so.............. here goes.

As cliche as it sounds, i hope to one day, catch a movie, go to the library or somewhere quiet, just so we could talk over the most unnecessary things and we could head to the park nearby and enjoy the breeze. I miss how we write to one another, and even the simplest gestures of trying to brush you off by saying "I'm sweaty" while we hug, knowing you still continue to hold on. I miss how we use to sit at every other corner of the campus just talking and whiling our time away, throwing killer winks at each other by the walkway, and sheepishly smiling to one another every time we happen to meet. I miss the feeling of having to accompany you home. How we would walk to the end of the train just to watch the train move further away from the station as it travels through the dimly lit tunnel, it felt surreal. I miss how we coincidentally happen to meet in the library, and end up studying together. I love these little things we've done. We've made it clear to remain as friends, i promised. As much as i hope to move on, i would be lying if i said a part of me doesn't tingles inside everytime i see you smile, how it sometimes feel as though i'm never good enough for you or how my stomach constrict into knots of anxiousness every time i catch a glimpse of you. Thanks for coming into my life, it's been great year.

ZAP THOSE ZITSSSSSS ZAP ZAAAAAP

Friday, January 6, 2012

2012 has been shit

The title says it all, I was sobbing before bed at 6am on the first morning of the new year. Nevertheless, the new years countdown had been great with a couple of friends in town and bffs and I left them at 5, that's when I fell into a deep hell hole.

Everything isn't working out right, I'm not on talking terms with mom, and she's really mad this time, I've no idea how long this will last, but just 30mins ago, she left the house screaming "I WILL NOT WAIT FOR HER" (her referring to me haha) sigh. Fell out with m too, not that I'm particularly sad about it, since she probably doing fine without me. School has been shit, CAs on the second week of school and I'm being posted to the band 1 Chinese class where everyone just do nothing but listen to the teacher yak over the contents and diligently writing notes as she speaks, I don't have anyone to talk to in that class, besides E. Yay for E! She's a really cool girl :-)

For now, i'd prefer to be alone, catching up with YouTube, hanging with twitter, and chilling with with my bed. I hate people. Twitter has been a bore too. I might take a break from the cyber world and catch up on some work. I've no idea how this year will turn out to be, hopefully I'll get into the subject combi I want. I'm more than just contented.

I need some time alone with P, and we're finally meeting up this Sunday. I miss her so much, and it's been pretty rough for her lately too, we've got so much to catch up on.

Yes, I chopped my hair even shorter.

Till then.
Bye.
I need a diana.
And some waffles.