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Fantasy X Ride
jarielann@gmail.com / 15 / Singapore

accidental tourist, delusional chink, poodle-lover












Friday, December 30, 2011

the eve of new years eve

ITS OVER YOU HEARD ME RIGHT. MY FINAL PERFORMANCE FOR THE YEAR IS OVER.

Nothing's more satisfying than running off-stage after an item, knowing that you've given it your all and the applause sends chill down your spine. The enthralling power pumping through your body when the music goes on, it feels wonderful.

Anissa and Yini thought that 'anxiety' was really good and mom and dad were really amazed by the chiamster's choreography hahaha (CHEERS TO THE CHIAMSTER) 'MOD' and 'bullets' were relatively good too, the dancers efforts hasnt gone down the drain. TKDANCECLUB IS THE EPITOME OF ALL THINGS DOPE

Went to esplanade and makan sutra w the girlies after the concert and we sat by the by the bay just chatting and catching up a bit, whiling our time away. It has been great.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

square one

Yesterday, i was doing the honors of finding out the FMS for the class only to be greeted by the horrors of seeing mr teo's pictures smacked right below the flimsy sticker which wrote "2/6". It has finally dawned upon me that, I'll be in sec 2 next year, which usually means, the streaming year. But I've yet to feel the urge of preparing for the year, let alone completing the assignments during the holidays. (of which, I haven't touch lol)

Been dancing everyday once again. But yesterday, mrs menstrual decided to stop by for the week and I was sent home to rest from the 9 hour practice we had, i came back after 2 hours of rolling around on my bed and screaming "WALAO EH OF ALL TIME YOU COME NOW STOOOOOOPID", we checked out 112 KATONG after, and had ramen there. It was good. Today was another practice, we did well. Hopefully it will prevail till the performance on friday :-)

Here are some of the nonsense I've done over the past few days

Friday, December 23, 2011

eve of xmas

chuen asked several friends and I out for a pre-Xmas dinner and a casual day out. God knows why I turned it down and instead I'm mugging and finishing up my elearning. I would really like some time alone and it doesn't seem very jolly at this time of the year. Spent my whole morning alone watching HK dramas and having steamboat w mom and pops for dinner. Didn't go for the dancers Xmas gathering too.

On a random note, (doubt there are ppl actually reading this space anymore but still...........) im clearing my wardrobe for the new house and there were many new apparels chucked in a corner and totally unused and in a relatively good condition(considering the fact that i only got them this year). Sold 3 pairs of denims and am planning to do a selling post some time soon. With that said.......................MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSS :-)

some pictures of the Xmas parties/presents below:

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Mess

Feeling like shit I don't even know why, but am gonna dance again from tomorrow onwards so hopefully it'll keep my mind off things.

been sitting in the toilet for hours just thinking and crying. It feels good to feel the pain and fatigue from the mental strain. Guess I'm just not good enough. She's gorgeous and thin, the other cute and smart. I would prefer the latter but I'm neither. Who am I to think that it'll work out. Why am I caring so much. I'm genuinely tired of giving a fuck, I really love to but it hurts, so much

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Daze

I feel fucked. Lost my responsibility and i screw things up way too often. Am really not doing things anymore, been sleeping till the afternoon, waking up only to have lunch and watch YouTube vids before sleeping again till 3ish. I haven't been talking to anyone about what's happening and am just going out at night, and it goes on for days. Its too much of a break. Anyway, heading to eve's party in just a bit:-)

I need to come clean with you, but it's too big of a deal

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

i am a balloon

heading to sentosa now :-)

this will be the last entry i suppose (till Monday!)



Tuesday, December 6, 2011

loose ends

I GIVE UP ON THAT TAG SHIT IT IS ANNOYING.

I don't know where to start, but Xmas shopping can really drive me nuts. Went thrifting with the Rach in the morning, and I love my loots!!!!! (SOOOO MUCH) and left to meet Yini for an impromptu Xmas shopping in town.

Visited the chongster in awfully choc and we left for daiso AND SPLURGE!! LIKE LITERALLY GO CRAZY!!! I swear we were lugging the basket everywhere and the madness didnt just end there, we head over to Tangs so Yini could visit her friends who were working there. Got everyones gifts and 200+ of my savings were gone like that. None of the items were mine after spending a whole day of lugging and paying. But then again, it's the season of giving:-) we went home with 3 big bags of gifts during the peak hour, bet people hated us cause we were laughing and shoveling our bags through the crowd.

Came home only to be greeted with the programme booklet, and I spend the next 5 hours on the computers (YES 2 COMPUTERS) and I'm only done from page 1-9. The next 4 pages are D's responsibility hehe.

Gonna meet yini and head over to party with the rest of the girls in sentosa at night and will be heading to Hk the next day at 5am. It's gonna be a sleepless night.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

...........that's when under-creepers come in handy

My Saturday was blissful, spend the morning with the fams having popiah at granny's and after lunch mom had to get her hair cut and I joined her, CHEEEEEEBS MY FRINGE IS SO SCREWED UP NOW I'M PINNING IT UP EVERYDAY!!!!!!!! anyway, there's this really cute dyke there working as intern in the salon I frequently go to, I MUST BE IN LUCK LOL.

Brb, I have to take a look in the mirror.

/IT CRACKED/

so megs and yam had an impromptu decision to flea when it was pouring like literally RAINING LIKE SKABALDBLQBSPANAPA but after clearing some shit at home I left to join them. We had to wait for the yammy though.

So you see, we had to walk to the f1 pit stop and I was wearing oxfords on a rainy day (how stupid, and I left my umbrella at home), and by the time we reach the flea my shoes were soaked to the skin and it really wasn't a good feeling.

THIS IS WHEN UNDERCREEPERS COME IN HANDY

After the flea, I left with megs we stop by a nearby gongcha to get a drink before heading back. Today was good, really good indeed. Now, let me just catch up on THE BAD GIRLS CLUB 7 and this are the buys I got today. FUCK I HAVE UNICORN SILLY BANDS!!!!!!! AND MY FUCKING BLACK PLAYSUIT AND DISCO MAXI SKIRT!!!! *contented*

Friday, December 2, 2011

Day 03. Eight ways to win your heart.

It's theoretically the 3rd day since it's 1:15. So much had happen tonight, it's hard to contain the emotional distress. nevertheless, antm did soothe the soul and my bandung-strawberry concoction with ice-cream and milk helped as well.

~~~~~~~~~~ I like nerds ~~~~~~~~~

1. Someone who has a genuinely good personality, is friendly, smart and slightly quirky

2. Anyone with good handwriting or can paint/draw well, gets me drawn to them pretty easily

3. Nice, clean either slick-back hair or well-groomed short hair with a couple of small tats

4. Anyone who dresses well, or knows how to carry themselves well are like albaobspsbqpbshsoanala

5. I like intellectual rebels. Or basically anyone who looks like a badass on the outside but is actually a really smart and nice person as a whole

6. People who dance or sing or play any instrument are really cool

7. Someone who brings me to a concert or makes a really pretty card unexpectedly (WHO WOULDN'T LIKE THOSE SMALL THOUGHTS)

8. People who are open-minded and mature and are smart or reads a lot or draws or something (basically people who write, or draw interests me, especially when they are smart)

HA HA HA I'LL BE FOREVER ALONE LOL

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Day 02. Nine things about yourself.

1. I go to the toilet a lot (I have an irritable bowel syndrome hahahahaha) I like to shit

2. I use the same toilet cubicle in school every single day

3. I can only study in the library with earpiece glued to my ears, playing either ellie's tracks or symphony 92.4fm hahaha not kidding

4. I think people (especially boys) with really slicked-back hair, thick defined brows and small tattoos are sexy

5. I want to have an edgy short hair with 2 shaves sides and a short Mohawk but I can't pull that off

6. I like reading wattpad on long bus rides home, because I do not have 3G

7. I like putting outfits together, taking pictures of them and chucking the pictures into a useless folder I name: qiajjahapabapfjpdmeps

8. I don't like celebrating birthdays, hate planning and inviting friends over or going out. I prefer to be home alone with the people I love, watching good chickflicks and hanging by the beach till the sunrise

9. I want to try a cigar and get a white ink tattoo soon, anyway it'll fade in a couple of years